Emptiness...It consumes me...each breath I take just magnifies the feeling...heartache...loneliness...uncertainty...To be free of it...to be done...what a blessing that would be...but what if Hell is this unending ache...This utter nothingness? Without the cowardly escape plan...Just an eternity with this gaping whole in my chest?

When things are changing all around you and You realize that you no longer know where you stand with people in your life...and then you think about it and realize that you really don't care ( Read more... )

I am trapped in her web again...she keeps me awake when I should sleep and she doesn't even know it! I write poetry and short passionate stories that will never see the light of day...I empty my broken soul onto the paper hoping for a release that will never come...It's the worst kind of heart break...no one knows it's there...no one sees...not ( Read more... )